. . . you feel lonely and sad. (Warning: Some serious honesty coming your way) I felt that way most of yesterday. A lot of it was because I thought I'd missed my window to "be" anything . . . that my course was set and I was too old to variate or change. Then, as I wrote yesterday, I realized it's never too late. That's what amazing humans teach us and what great ficiton tries to teach us--it's never too late to change if we want it and when we allow change into our lives, amazing things can happen. And I am choosing to change and I feel so much better--like new in so many ways. And with this new found bravery, willing to face some other hard things I am going through. I've realized another reason I feel so sad is because I feel like my friends, the people I've surrounded myself with for the last eight years, are all changing. Their lives are busy and getting busier as mine is slowing down. The ones whose lives are slowing down as well ha...